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Here comes my long comment!

Love this and have been thinking about these ideas for the last 4 years as I'm in France doing research that reaches back to my 6th great-grandparents. I feel a profound connection with some of these ancestors, especially the women. I feel called, compelled to be here in ways I can't yet begin to understand.

Many of these ancestors were colonizers, and as a writer, I feel a responsibility that stretches back to the people that they colonized and enslaved. I feel compelled to explore the injustices that my women ancestors witnessed and perpetuated. What did the mothers feel when their sons went off to sea and then literally took over islands where other people already lived, where they thrived? And we enslaved them.

I believe, I feel, I know, that this all, somehow, lives still in me in profound ways. Time will help me understand my responsibility to those that my ancestors enslaved. I can't change the past (but maybe in some way I can?): what I mean to say is that I have a responsibility to write about it and somehow do my small part to atone, and to rewrite. I trust the universe to take what I offer and use it in ways I cannot begin to understand.

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I am the daughter of a woman raised by a hired nurse. My grandmother was taken from her mother when her father died and adopted by her uncle and his barren and rigid wife. My great-grandmother lost her young husband and gave up her two daughters for "their best chance of security". And I have had attachment issues as if my survival depended on it... that's what I inherited. Now to steer this understanding into a gift of love that satiates belonging, wholeness and HEALth. Thank you...

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